She never sleeps.
Let me rephrase that: Unless she's like the dogs and runs when she dreams, she never sleeps.
I settle in bed for the night. She does handstands on my bladder 10 min after I've gone pee and necessitates another trip downstairs to the bathroom. Then she kicks me when I climb back up the stairs. She kicked & rolled all the way to Polson and back today. She's kicking & punching me as I type this. There is constant motion, frequent pressure, and right now I'm wide awake again in the middle of the night when I'm so tired I could scream and all I want to do is rest and she won't stop moving-kicking-punching-wiggling-pushing-stretching long enough to let me and I'm so frustrated and nauseated from all the upward pressure that I'm almost puking and in tears and still she NEVER SLEEPS.
How can a little half pound of nothing, who is so loved and SO wanted, be such an absolute misery to my body? :(
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